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I don't know anymore. I'm trying to get it together and I feel like I don't know what that entails. I have a to-do list on my desk and I'm nurturing a burgeoning headache, refusing to really do anything for it other than sit here and willpower past it. There's a certain sense of not knowing what I want.

I'm making apartment budgeting plans, restlessly, and I don't think I can afford it regardless of where I want to live. I might as well cost out living on the moon. It's not really a lark, planning for the future, not when the future is a sea of No Exit signs.

I read an article to get away from this screen, this insight I've been wanting to dump my day into for hours. Get here and then don't want to do it, what is this weird habit, it's like a diet.

Before I went to bed I took a shower and had milk and honey and slid into a freshly-made bed with my hair wrapped in a blanket, nice and warm. I woke warm but not sweating, and felt rested in a way I typically don't.


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